phone pictures

bellacaptured sunshine
diving in
solitaire, once
division being swept away

memoir from 10-19-06

Passion renewed, revived
in escalating checkout stands
Signing up to become someone for unfastened,
unlatched need.

The plasticity of this fortress doesn’t hold up
to the longevity of natural cycles -
Soon to be bankrupt in
fierce contemplation about whether to weather
which action to take.

All the while,
Disseminated senses curl up in fists
to resist the brooding of your eyes.

Big list:
-my relationship with God
-school, (stomp on procrastination baah!)
-compassion for others- friends and strangers
-overall healthiness
-openness



Small list:
-paint on the rooftop
-buy a vacuum (for gross-carpet-which-hath-not-been-cleaned-for-a-year)
-play guitar without sounding constipated
-go on a picnic
-splash in the ocean
-bake carrot cake (oh HOHOHO <3)

Listen,

What do I really want?
What are whose intentions
Suppressed and tucked away
My eyes, what do they say -